Here we go again...

It's like everything is going fine and then it hits me all over again. I thought for sure I had made up my mind about Psychology, but now I'm second guessing myself. I took 2 classes of Psychology and they both aren't very interesting, I mean there were some aspects of it that were interesting, but for the most part, they weren't really. I know counselors tell you to pick a major that you think would be fun and something you could see yourself doing your whole life, but what if I don't know what I want to do my whole life? It's unfair to go to college and they make you pick a major that you're supposed to do forever. I'm just a normal person who doesn't know what they want and I DON'T want to waste my time & MONEY for nothing. I don't want to major in Psychology if in the end I HATE it know what I mean? I just wish someone could tell me what I'm supposed to be doing already.

As usual, it seems like everyone know what they want but me. I read somewhere that my ex-bf even got an internship at Stanford, like wtf? Haha, he's supposed to be miserable without me and I'm supposed to be better than him, but I'm not. I'm not better than anyone. I take a class with my bf and what do I get?...2 D's on a test. I shouldn't even be going to college with grades like those. It's depressing and I don't want to talk about it anymore.